Saturday, May 26, 2012
I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who ski better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I. Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via aestheticised)

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People left because you were a puzzle missing a piece. No matter how badly they chipped themselves away, replication was impossible. They grew frustrated, angry - maybe selfish. It hurt. Your silence became the mouthpiece to your thoughts. But do remember this each time you feel like cloaking yourself in darkness: you’re not unloved, you’re simply misunderstood. (via loveonmysleeve)

I have this tendency to put myself down and think the worst of myself, it’s pretty unhealthy.

Yep, I’m afraid that one day some girl you meet right now will become the one you love and hold. I’m afraid you’ll meet others and realise that there’s so much more than me. I’m afraid I’ll bore you. I’m afraid that you might be keeping things from me. I’m afraid that you’re still in love with her. I guess I’m just afraid I’m not good enough for you to keep you.

Well..

I’m afraid I’m not like other girls. I don’t like shopping, I don’t wear makeup, I’m not vain, I don’t think before I talk, I’m not the least bit demure, I don’t tidy up very well, I don’t and can’t cook, I don’t have the patience nor skill for baking. Besides that I also don’t understand what I study, I don’t have a dream, I don’t have a plan.

Now I sound like a terrible person, don’t I?


May 25, 2012

May 25, 2012

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Quite simply put

I feel so lost. ):

Assumptions are the death of a relationship. If you think you know what’s going on inside someone else’s head, think again. We imagine that love gives us the power to read one another’s mind, when all we are really doing is reading our own. It’s a great self-defense mechanism but no substitute for actual communication. The very best way to know what’s really on someone’s mind is also the riskiest: you have to ask them. Tonya Hurley   (via -meridien)

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Monday, May 21, 2012

Have you ever

Have you ever had one of those days (or nights) where you just want to be on your own? No chatting, no phone, no distractions. Just you in your own space.

So tonight was one of those nights.

Which led to a not so nice conclusion.

I am so. selfish.

:(

Saturday, May 19, 2012

never ends

I never am satisfied, am I.

Need to persevere on in this internship of mine.

Am I just too spoilt?

:(